Entries from June 2008

June 28, 2008

John Casablanca callback…

..which I didn’t go to. They really liked me, but I defintely need training. I have had any formally. they wanted me to go inot their training program…the problem is its lots of money to pay for trainers before I can get signed with an agency…but training is necessary. Sigh.
I am not saying I am giving [...]

June 26, 2008

Learn to Dream

I might be able to check one of my worries of my list. After I read that, I realized how little I rely on God. That makes me a little sad. But I AM working on giving Him everything, knowing He is my provider and my comforter. Travis’s message last night was awesome! It was [...]

June 25, 2008

I am 20 soon but I feel 13.

With all this openness I have been seeing, I decided it might be time for me to expose my TRUE colors… not the ones everyone sees. These are the things most people don’t know about me…these are my insecurities. So if anyone else has the same, you are not alone.
1.MY FEELINGS GET HURT REALLY EASILY! I [...]

June 16, 2008

You are All I Need

Bethany Dillon is so freaking awesome! See previous post too!

June 16, 2008

For My Love

Its not quite the music video I was thinking…but this song is soo amazing! This is so gonna be my heart song someday!

Walk towards me
I want to hear
The heavens singing over you
When you breathe
And look at me
I want to be captured by you
Gaze into my eyes
And let me know you’d fight
Thousands, [...]

June 15, 2008

Redemption

Sometimes I feel like there can’t be any. I got my second chance. And what did I do with it? I am so good at failing.

June 12, 2008

Exciting News from my World

Announcement:apparently my all time FAVORITE cereal is having a hard time coming off the shelf. this is NO bueno! If it gets discontinued, my morning/snacktime/lwhenilivebymyselfthatisallieatbesidesicecreamtoastbaconandpoptarts will be really super depressing!
I don’t think you guys can really understand my obsession. I even have a ritual. It starts with eating the o so not super tasty stars, [...]

June 6, 2008

LHGH

May 5, 2008. Different for everyone. This was mine.
Ahhhh! I don’t have time to dry my hair. The CDs aren’t done yet. It looks like WWIII just happened on my back…it lost. My mom still isn’t here with my dress. I think I am going to tell Kev I won’t share tonight…
Just as expected, the [...]

June 5, 2008

All I Need

I am not going to lie. Yesterday sucked! My job position at work means I get yelled at …a lot! Customers don’t get help fast enough and employees are getting to much work to handle. Even my smiley voice and storm calming words yesterday didn’t seem to satisfy. My car is still broken down outside. [...]

June 4, 2008

Summer list….Yay!

Get a tan…not bunches of burns
Help Catalyst grow
Get good at swing dancing
Read through the whole Bible…and understand it
Learn to swim
Go to Jump Street at least once
Build lifelong friendships
Affect peoples lives in a good way
Become a person who’s life encourages other people to chase after God
Hang out with Brittany as much as possible …:(
Move to Denver
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